dunno y cannot sleep.. aniwae todae woke up.. feel like crying ler.. hais.. then watch tv hope it will entertain me.. but it didn't.. so read comic but it still make me so emo.. hais.. again stuff myself wif foods for lunch.. then went to do hw.. i jux wanna keep myself busy so tht i will stop thinking abt it.. do hw for the whole afternoon and i finshed all! was quite happy abt it.. feel much better.. but then i still dun have appetite for dinner.. hais.. this few days ate very little.. and now i'm here blogging..
when can i get over this? i dun wanna hurts anyone.. especially him.. hais.. and gd boi..
i wan the letter to be out of my sight fast.. but wad's in my mind how can i get it away?
gd boi: u said: hate myself for letting u go.but to think of it, he should suit u better..and happy is all i want u too to be.(:
u noe how i hated myself for giving u tht letter.. and hate u for jux letting me go like this.. this not wad i wan from u.. how wld u noe he suit me better? and do u think i'm happy now? hais..
i rmb u promise me tht after u gratuate u will still pei me home.. and u did! and in the letter i said if we have fate we will still meet after years.. and we did! so is this fate? i really dunno!
well.. i also hope u can be happy.. maybe u r right.. the past is past.. wad can we do? rite? :(
愛してるわ♥;
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